Long Long Ago
I.
The speckled thing-ness of the snow—
a thing-ness, self-speckled from its own thing-ness—
piles slickly, piles slickly, but now, though,
now though, now, wow, this, this, or-na-ment,
say it, yet both after & before it happens
there comes the pooling of much thought that
wonders what it is, really, that substance,
but then also thinks what else is there now
but it? I mean, this kind of embellishment
setting itself up as if to be the for-all, end-all,
ever-to-cover-whatever surface, but then to drape
everything, in the end, failingly, meltingly—
II.
A window abetting a skull-topped table was
closed, see, but when what-was-snow was found
caking the skull, The Prince, its possessor,
wondered aloud whether the precipitation
wasn’t drifting in through the high ceilings, or
whether the water wasn’t a kind of posthumous
perspiration, or even whether the skull hadn’t
been carried out into the snowy town, fit
fodder as any skull ever is for morbid
jokes, what with many of the townsfolk
being the very kinds of fatalistic idlers so
prone to fits of macabre comedy…
III.
Full disclosure, though, full disclosure: I saw
the skull amidst the streets, yes, I saw the skull
amidst the town streets, & this witnessing
feels as if it’s still happening, so that I can speak
now of how the hands transporting the skull
masked the skull’s actual features, leaving
me to follow the skull’s descendants, my
friends, to their home where they placed
the skull upon the skull’s very own former
writing table, & wherefrom the skull
served as a kind of charm-slash-ear for its
descendants’ oracular, well, mutterings—
IV.
Ah, & the weird portability of these
things—the skull, the snow, & even my very
memory of the mutterings—pool to promote
an air of the morbidly comely, yet The Prince
settled his mind on the possibility that the skull exited
his domain, yes, The Prince knew, which was
problematic, considering how The Prince’s
fear of intruders had never before been
piqued, so The Prince hired one special Keeper Of
The Skull, indeed, he hired a Keeper who amidst
the snow was to keep said skull as would-be
unsullied as The Prince’s memory…
V.
But said Keeper of the Skull was, well,
ahem, me—see, The Prince was a sheltered
being, yes, The Prince lived a rather
hermetic life, so he knew not that his oh
so cherished skull’s descendants were my old
pals, no, or that despite his wont to hoard
the face-bones of he whom The Prince’s own
ancestors murdered, I often stole the skull
so as to stage long fits of communal ul-
ulation, & in the very space wherein
the once-thinking skull mocked The Prince’s
“royalty”, & his family’s lack of charity—
VI.
Sorta sad it was though how The Prince
himself doted on the skull, for he cut a pretty
lonely figure, that fella, & oft-times he’d even
ask me to “remove myself” so he could
be alone with the bone, as it were, until I’d un-
failingly hear, through walls, the broomiest
moans culminating in a speckled thing-ness
not unlike the one characterizing the snow
I’m now never not watching, until that very
ululating spread about the premises’ entirety
something like a parchment dissipating all
the more the more it’s writing-topped…
VII.
& though now all I can much ogle is
snow, that skull was once a kind of proxy
soul, so that when my pals & I all alike
scrunched our voices to call forth those
spirits that that room after somehow kept itself
full of, we stuffed the memory of that o-
ccurrence into our bulks in the very time
said occurrence was occurring, so that
now I can only strugglingly re-conjure
the ambience, & the zigzaggingly faint
plenitude that room assumed as soon as
the dead, not un-forthcomingly, flurried—
VIII.
& while those spirits danced, our own
spirits went into a kind of hoard-mode, jamming
loopiness into loopiness & all within seeming
stillness, as if those moment’s indescribable
density might be preserved in the way
the soul-trapping body was preserved by mum-
mification, & just so that we could stock-
pile a little sustenance, a little consolatory
fuel from long-dead loved ones who’d lost
life for the very act of simply telling the power
hungry that they were in fact power
hungry, & making that truth palpable…
IX.
Yet when we were caught we were caught
mid-conjuring—see, The Prince’s cronies
stormed in like Ubiquity’s Lackeys, splashing
spiky liquids in our sight’s sources & then
snagging the room-centering skull while ground-
wardly we writhed, until my friends & I all
alike awoke to see the walls a foreign
room assumed, & the teeny windows by
which that room barely frees itself, & from
which space we went court-ward for The
Judge, The Prince’s sibling, who plopped
us in separate (super-tinily-windowed) cells—
X.
& now I sit on bare floor, yup, I sit &
study the snow’s thing-ness & wonder
whither that skull looms—I mean, maybe
it’s in one spot like those friends I’ll never
again glimpse, or maybe it’s all busted, broken
up for telling what it only really told in-
directly, & now it’s somehow propelling
itself through its very own thing-ness—
a speckled thing-ness not unlike the snow’s—
& whose truth blankets, if un-visually,
yet at every moment, every inch of this
most angular & well-windowed town…